I'll Be There

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there

[Chorus:]
And oh - I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on - yes I will, yes I will

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love I respect you
Just call my name and I'll be there



These are the lyrics to a song by the Jackson 5.  I was just sitting on the edge of the bed watching my wife sleep when these words raced through my heart and mind.  They aren't all of the words because she won't find anyone new, and because he will never be as good to her as I am.  Not saying that boastfully, I am just very sure of my place in her life and heart.  My love for her is unconditional.

Prior to getting married, I asked what percentage should each person bring into the marriage?  There were several people around us, telling us that it's 50/50, 80/20, etc.  Well, (in my outspoken way) I informed them to keep it unless I was getting 100% of the woman.  I know that she is going to have some faults, failures, victories, successes, and more from her past - but so do I.  I am willing to share all of them with you 100% and would expect the same in return.

When the trials of life come - I'll be there 100%.  

Like the lyrics of this song emphasize over and over - I'll be there; so is God.  HE and HE alone keeps my mind focused when distractions come to derail me.  When the little issues on the job, in the community and even at the church, all try to make me go left instead of right, HE reminds me that He will be there.

I know that if I make my bed in hell - he will be there.  Putting it all on the line, here is some brutal honesty for you.  Last week, as I sat in the game room of my house realizing that I was in way over my head with stress - decided to drown my problems with a drink.  My sister in law(lets just say she lives 750 miles away) was getting on my last nerve causing problems in my house; I couldn't get out of work to go home and address some things with her, the home health therapists for my wife were not being cooperative, one of my coworkers thinks she is running things - NOT!!!! and to make it all final - a man I consider to be a grandfather was hospitalized while his wife was placed in a rehab facility for physical therapy.

I can hear you now - "Tony, the answer isn't in a glass of alcohol"  You're right, it isn't there, and you don't have the answer either.  So what's a man to do?  This.  When you are at the bottom of the barrel with your face to the ground - you have no other choice but to look UP!!!!  God is right there reaching down His hand to pick you up, dust you off, straighten out your clothes and sit you down to let you know "I'll be there to protect you.  I'll be there to put My arms around you.  I'll be there to build you up when you've been torn down.  Just call My Name, and I'll be there.

Once I did that, my world began to change.  The help that I so desperately needed, began to manifest itself.  He reminded me that I had no help because I didn't ask for any help.

I am exhausted, tired and could sleep for 12 hours with no problem.  I just need to be reminded by Him, that He will never leave me, nor forsake me.  

That song was written to woman.  However, God uses the things of this world to catch our attention.  ALL music isn't bad unless it's meant to hurt, harm or endanger the listener.  Take a listen and like Toni Braxton said in Kingdom Come - chew on the sweet gum and let it do it's magic.